Foreword:

I am not a person who likes to celebrate foreign festivals, otherwise I would not choose to go out on Christmas Eve. Obviously she does too, we are the same kind of people, we said in the car I talked a lot, and what I said was incoherent. It was obvious that I had lost my composure, and I was even a little excited.

It was fate that she and I were talking about it, and we were quite pressed for time. I was going to Zhengzhou on a business trip that day, and the train ticket my colleague booked was from Zhengzhou to me. I found out when I picked up the ticket, so I hurriedly went to the window to ask. I asked if there were any trains, but fortunately, there were none. The conductor told me that I could go to the self-service ticket sales and see if there might be one: Just five minutes before driving, I got on the train smoothly. After I got on the bus, I found a girl sitting in my seat. Of course, she was a very beautiful girl. She was thin and tall with big eyes. Her eyes seemed to be able to speak. I think I was deeply moved when I saw her for the first time. Falling in love with her.

?Most of my train rides are not based on feelings, but to save money and time. This is the same as I like to sit by the window, not to see the scenery on the journey, but to use my head. Sleeping against the window, listening to "clang, bang, clang..." The sound has entered my dreamland during the journey many times.

However, every time I take a train, I can't sleep, unless it's a hard seat for three days and two nights. When I fall asleep for a while the next morning, my body really can't support my thoughts. Only when he was very active would he spread a piece of newspaper on the corridor of the train carriage and listen to the sound of the wheels rolling across the earth.

I met so many people on the train. Every time I took out my mobile phone from my bag and put my headphones in my ears. This was how a happy evening began. But after meeting so many people and chatting for so many days, when it’s time to get off the bus, you still have to get off. Many times in life, what we have to do is not to return to others, but to be passers-by. It is easier said than to forget each other in the world. I am not a poet. This may be the reason why I like taking trains, especially during the Spring Festival travel season. When walking through the huge crowds, I feel like I am the savior of all things in the world, silently guarding the safety of people's lives. Ha, I'm going too far. Every time Every encounter is a chance encounter and then forgotten. But this time I wasn't calm anymore, very uncalm, I could say I was very impulsive. I thought about it for a long time

Slowly, I fell in love with the saying, "We transcend birth and death in an instant. The time and space without dependence suddenly met each other inadvertently, and then they were indifferent to each other, and then they were forgotten in the world. "I don't know who said it so thoroughly, but it is full of sadness when I read it, but I really see through the world.

How many times have we met and then separated, but when we parted, we forgot to ask for our contact information. Until I suddenly remembered that the swan geese passed the letter, I was only left with a feeling of sadness. However, the ancients' swans flying south are still today. In our society, it seems to be much simpler, so we don’t cherish it much.

It was at the end of December 2017. After a long, long time, I got on the K2 again. I have ridden this train many times, and I have figured out the trick a long time ago. Unless it is a special period, the carriages are not full, and the ticketing system will always move the seats from the front to the back, and the carriages in front are usually full. There is no one in the back, so the first thing you do when you get on the bus is to walk to the back. When you see no one, you can sit down. Three seats in a row are called big seats, which saves one sleeper. ticket.

It often only takes a few words to start a conversation. This may be a skill acquired through years of bragging. At that time, I spent a month or two riding outside, and once I got into someone else’s car, I couldn’t just When sleeping, I have to be alone and talk to others. Firstly, it relieves others from the fatigue of driving, and secondly, it makes the atmosphere more comfortable. So, I learned the ability to talk for two or three hours without stopping. (This fact is really forced!)

In those years, I spent long nights drinking and talking, just to talk and drink, but I also forgot to take out my phone, click on WeChat, and then Say, "Girl, let's get to know each other." I haven't said it a few times, but I always feel like it's not good and seems to ruin the atmosphere.

But this time it was me who took the initiative to say it (@小丁的香蕉)

“Where are you from?”

“Nanyang.”

“ "Hey fellow."

The first conversation between people is nothing more than the philosophical discourse system, where are you from, what are you here for, and where are you going. So as soon as we finished chatting, the girl asked me:

"What are you doing in Zhengzhou?" She looked at me with a clean face.

"I'm on a business trip, how about you."

"Oh, I'm going to attend a wedding.

After a while, she answered several calls one after another. Her family was concerned about safety and so on.

Then her phone ran out of battery, O(∩_∩)O haha~

I am a very enthusiastic person, so of course I lent it to her. She.

After so many years, I can only be regarded as a common person.

I thought, "Now I am still alone."

There are some innocent people. Pure.

Isn’t that what life is like, we meet each other when we get on the bus, we say goodbye, and we go south and north.

I love each other. I rarely ask people for their contact information on the train, but this time I wanted to get to know her from the bottom of my heart."

It's not because she took "my power bank", I think this girl It's really nice, mainly because I like her.

I am really lucky. I think it is fate and destiny

?At the end, I actually asked a girl I met by chance for her WeChat ID in front of others. As soon as I said the words, I saw a buddy next to me laughing at me. I was almost embarrassed to death and left a WeChat ID in a hurry. It seemed like it was the first time I did this kind of thing when I was riding a train. .

She seems to be having a very depressed time. In fact, sometimes when I think about her, I talk to myself in my heart, because these two years were also the two most painful years for me. Like a top, it never stops. I'm afraid that as soon as I stop, the whole world will disappear.

"It is not easy to go out alone. We suffer all the blows that life throws at us. We also have to face other people's incomprehension and accusations. Then we feel sad and desolate, and sometimes weep alone in the middle of the night. , but don’t know who to talk to, it seems like we are the only one left in the world, but we must persist, even if we fail, we will be brave. Take good care of yourself outside, be brave, girl.” She talks a lot and then disappears for a few days. I don’t know where she went.

I can’t see my life in three or five years, but I always feel that staying in the city or returning to my hometown has little to do with me. It is always a matter of a house, and life will gradually change. OK

I haven’t been on a train for some time.

The most difficult thing in life is to be serious, but the most terrifying thing is to be deliberate. If I take a train again in the future, I feel that I will never do the embarrassing thing of asking a girl for her WeChat ID. It’s not that I no longer like making friends, but I’m afraid of being deliberate. It's good to just go with the flow, and to be honest, now I also have a deep sense of social anxiety. I don't like chatting with others. Even if I chat with others, I seem to be talking to myself. I would rather not say a word, An. Listen quietly to others.

Maybe I have been confused in the past few years. I have read some books, but I really haven’t read a few. Maybe I have been in a closed environment for too long, and my heart has become closed. .

I really want to find the sense of freedom I had on the road before, but I know what I am doing. Those things I want to pursue will slowly catch up. I must always believe in hope. It is understandable to talk about poetry and distance, and it is even more reasonable to pursue poetry and distance. Our life at this time may not be entirely poetry, but it can be more poetic. Poetry must be there, and distance must be there. Just be plain. Don't praise or criticize too deliberately. If you talk too much, it will be too much. Just restore them to their original appearance.

“We, crossing the time and space where life and death are independent of each other, suddenly met each other inadvertently, were indifferent to each other, and then broke up.

"This kind of poetry is very good. I just haven't understood it yet, but it's good if I can feel it.