Real good friends rarely get used to loneliness. It is very important to have friends when you go to college or work. In fact, it is really not necessary to have one or two friends.
Another: I hope you will always be there There is no need to be yourself because you want to fit in with others and force yourself to be what others like because your life is only yours and no one will do anything to you. If you really feel uncomfortable, I think you can choose some quiet hobbies and music will be yours. Oil painting is also a friend. You can also read and write to make yourself better. Naturally, people will want to get close to you and make friends with you, or you will meet some people who have the same interests as you. Don’t think so much, don’t care too much. What others think, I wish you good luck forever