-One conversation record.

Author: San Mao

What I want to tell today is just a love story about a boy who died at the age of 30 and has been in love for 13 years.

After that, that man is my husband. His Spanish name is Jose, and I gave him a Chinese name.

Lucy, the name Jose was chosen for ease of writing, but if you know him well, you should agree that he should be renamed He.

Sunrise, harmonious "harmony", dawn "sunrise", because he is such a person. But he said the word "sunrise" was true.

Now he is too difficult to learn, so I taught him to write this "Jose" that I blurted out.

Such a handsome boy!

When I met Jose, he was not yet eighteen. One Christmas night, I was at a friend's house and he happened to come.

Some of my friends in China celebrate Christmas.

There is a custom in Spain that after Christmas Eve 12: 0 1, neighbors will go upstairs and downstairs to find their neighbors.

Congratulations from the family, saying, "Peace." It's a bit like the custom of New Year greetings in China. At that time, Jose just ran downstairs.

When I first saw him, I was shocked. I thought, how can there be such a handsome boy in the world? If one day you can

As a wife, vanity should be a satisfaction. That was my first impression of him. After a while,

I often go to this friend's house to play. Jose lives nearby. There is a big yard behind this apartment, so we often.

I often play baseball there, or have snowball fights on snowy days, and sometimes go to the flea market together. There is not much money in the pocket,

I often go shopping from 9: 00 am to 4: 00 pm, and I may only buy a bird hair. At that time, Jose was a senior in high school and I was a junior.

Cousin is here!

One day when I was studying in the university dormitory, my Spanish friend came to me and said, "Echo, your cousin downstairs.

Come for you. "Cousin" means ridicule in Spanish. They always call it "Cousin! Cousin lai

Luo! "

I find it strange that I have no cousin. Where's my cousin from Spain? So I ran to the balcony and took a look.

Jose, the child, with some books in his arm and a French hat he often wears in his hand, was so nervous that he seemed to pinch water.

Because he was too young to enter the reception room, he stood under a big tree outside the academy and waited for me. I think it's him. He's in a hurry.

I hurried down and got a little angry in front of him. I gave him a push and said, "Why are you here?" He doesn't talk, I

Then he asked, "haven't you finished class yet?" He replied, "I don't want to go to the last two paragraphs." I asked again, "You?

Do what? "Because I always feel that I am much older than him, I always take him as my sister's training. He's here.

He took out fourteen dollars (then equivalent to seven Taiwan dollars) in his pocket and said:

"I have fourteen dollars, only enough to buy tickets for two people. Shall we go to the movies together? But walking,

Because there is no fare. "I saw his one eye. I am a very sensitive person and think there is something wrong with this child.

I was so excited, but I promised him and suggested going to a nearby cinema, so I didn't have to pay for the bus. The next day he

On the third and fourth days, I skipped class again. ...

So the little boy who always wears a French hat under the tree becomes a member of our dormitory.

Jokes, they always shout: "Cousin is coming again!" Every time I run downstairs, I always give Jose a push or hit him.

Say:

"Don't come in the future, it's no good skipping classes like this!" Because he always misses the last two classes, he still often does so.

Come to me. Because both of them have no money, they have to walk in the street and sometimes go to the palace to pick up garbage.

Waste, will be surprised to say: "look how beautiful this nail is!" " Wow! Look at this ... "gradually I think.

This relationship can't go on, because that boy is serious, and he can't do anything about me because he is in college.

Not yet, but to be honest, I really like him in my heart.

You have been waiting for me for six years!

One day, it was already very cold and we had nowhere to go. We moved the bench to the outlet of the underground car across the street.

When we got off the bus locally, a hot wind blew out, which was our heating. Two people froze on that bench like beggars.

Sample. Then I said to Jose, "Don't come to me from today." Why should I say such things to him? because of him

Sitting next to me, he said to me seriously, "wait for me for six years, let me go to college for four years, serve in the army for two years, and after six years, I will."

Children can get married. My lifelong dream is to have a small apartment with a wife like you, and then I

Making money to support you is the happiest dream of my life. "He added," I can't get the warmth of my family in my own home.

. "When I heard his dream, I suddenly felt like crying. I told him, "Jose, you are only eighteen.

I am much older than you. I hope you don't have this dream again. From today on, don't come to me again. If you stand there again.

Under the tree, I won't come out again, because six years is too long, I don't know where I will go, and neither do I.

Will wait for you for six years. You have to listen to me and leave me alone. If you pester me, I will be afraid. "He looked blankly for a moment and asked.

: "have I done anything wrong these days?" I said, "You didn't do anything wrong. I tell you this because. "

That's great for you. I don't want to associate with you anymore. "Then, I stood up, he also stood up and walked together.

I went to a park in Madrid Palace. There was a small slope in the park. I said to him, "I'm standing here watching you go. This is the last one. "

Look at you. You shouldn't have come back. "

He said, "I will stand here and watch you go." I said, "No! Don't! Don't! I stand here and watch you leave. You have to leave.

Listen to me. Never come back. "

At that time, I was afraid that he would pester me again and said, "Don't pester me either. From now on, I want to talk to my classmates. "

Male students go out and can't go out with you anymore. "

So I was nervous again, because I was afraid of hurting a young man who had first love. Usually, the feeling of first love is always

Fragile. He said, "All right! I won't pester you anymore, and you don't treat me like a child, because we are.

In the recent week of contact, you have always treated me as a child, and you said,' Don't pester me'. I thought about it in my heart.

I will never pester you unless you want to. "

Later, it was late, and he began to run slowly, turning his head and face as he ran.

Still smiling, shouting: "Goodbye Echo! Goodbye echo! " I stood there and looked at him. Madrid is rare.

It snowed, but that night, it began to snow. Jose ran on the big grassy slope, waving a French hat in one hand and motionless.

However, looking back frequently, I stood there and watched Jose gradually disappear into the dark night and snow. At that time, I almost

Can't help but shout: "Jose! Come back! " But I didn't say. In the future, whenever I look at Baoyu's dream of red mansions.

In the scene, I always think of how Jose ran in the open snow when he was eighteen and called my name: "Ech!"

Goodbye! Goodbye, everyone! "

He hasn't come to see me since he ran away, and he hasn't bothered me. I was in the street when I went out with other classmates.

I often met him last night. When he sees me, he always holds my hand with Spanish etiquette, kisses my face and says, "Hello."

! "

I also said, "Jose! Hello, this is my boyfriend XXX. " He will shake hands with others.

He grew a beard and grew up!

After six years' farewell, I finished my studies, left Spain and returned to Taiwan Province Province. When you are in Taiwan Province Province, come.

A Spanish friend, he said:

"Do you remember that Jose?" I said, "Yes!" He said, "Oh! He's different now,

I have a beard. ""really! " He added:

"I have a letter and a photo of him here. Do you want to see it? " I said with surprise, "Good!"

Because I still miss him in my heart, but my friend said, "He said that if you have forgotten him, don't read this letter."

Yes "God knows, I have never forgotten this man, but I think he is younger than me because he is serious.

Don't hurt him. "I took the letter from that friend, and there was a photo in it. That's a photograph.

A young man with a beard and swimming trunks was catching fish in the sea. I immediately said, "This is the sea god in Greek mythology!

"I opened the letter and it said," After all these years, maybe you have forgotten Spanish, but I want to tell you.

It's a secret. On the snowy night when I was eighteen, you told me that you would never see me again. You know that boy is sleeping.

A night of tears, want to commit suicide? After all these years, do you remember me? I have a six-year agreement with you. "That's it.

A letter, I didn't reply to him, so I put it aside and said to that friend, "Tell him I received this letter."

Please thank him for me. "After half a year, I met some twists and turns emotionally, left Taiwan Province Province and returned to Spain.

Jose, I'm back!

At that time, Jose was in the last month of military service. Jose's sister always asked me to write to Jose. I said, "I have stopped."

I know Spanish. How to write it? "Then she forced to write the envelope, stating that as long as I filled out the words inside, I would write it like this.

An English letter was sent to the camp, saying, "Jose! I'm back, I'm Echo, and I'm at XX address. " the result is

The letter spread all over the camp, but no one understood English. I'm in a hurry. I don't even know what I said, so I can't reply.

Give it to me. He cut out many cartoons of divers and sent them to me, pointing to one of them and saying, "This is me." I didn't reply.

As a result, Jose made a long-distance call from the south:

"I'm going back to Madrid on the 23rd, so wait for me!" By the 23rd, I completely forgot about it and was with another one.

I went to a small town to play. When I got home, my roommate's girlfriend told me that a boy called me a dozen times. I thought.

Thinking about it, I can't remember that boy will come to me. Just then, I got a call from my girlfriend, a lady.

Said he had something very important to discuss with me and asked me to take a taxi to her place. I took a taxi to her house, and she put

I took it into the living room and let me close my eyes. I don't know what tricks she can play. She clenched her fists and put her hands behind her back, afraid of her.

Put small animals in my hands to scare me. When I closed my eyes, I heard footsteps coming towards me, and then I heard the lady.

Said she was going out, but told me to close my eyes. Suddenly, a pair of arms behind me hugged me and I shivered.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Jose standing in front of me. I screamed with excitement. I happened to be wearing a long skirt that swept the floor that day. male

Wearing a purple pullover. He took me in circles, long skirts danced, and I screamed and beat him.

And couldn't help holding his face and kissing him. People standing outside the living room laughed heartily, because everyone knows that Holland and I.

Lucy is not boyfriend and girlfriend, but she has a good relationship.

In the sixth year after I said I would say goodbye to Jose forever, fate brought me back to him.

Do you still want to get married?

One afternoon in Madrid, Jose invited me to his house. In his room, it was already dusk, he said

: "Look at the wall!" I looked up, and the whole wall was pasted with enlarged black and white photos of my yellow hair, which was cut short.

I was printed in the light from the shutters. After watching the photos, I was silent for a long time and asked Jose

I've never sent you a photo. Where did these photos come from? He said, "At Uncle Xu's house. You often send it.

When they saw the photos, they put them in the paper box. When I went to their house to play, I stole their photos and got them.

The studio will enlarge the negative and then secretly put the original photo back in the box. "I asked," does your family go out?

What do you mean by gold? ""They'll say I'm crazy, that person has disappeared, and I'm fascinated by her photos. "I

He asked, "Why are all these photos yellow?"

He said, "Really! If the sun wants to shine on it, I can't help it, so I put down the blinds, but they are striped and static.

You'll get sunburned. "I said, and looked guilty. I posted the photo on the wall, a white wall.

I turned to ask Jose, "Do you still want to get married?" Then it was his turn to freeze, as if I were a ghost.

He stared at me for a long time, and I said, "Didn't you say six years? I am standing in front of you now. " I suddenly can't stand it.

I stopped crying and said, "No,no." He quickly asked, "Why? Why not? " That's mine.

Suddenly, new sadness and old hatred poured out. I said to him, "Then why don't you want me? If you insisted on me then

I'm still a good man, and my heart is broken when I come back today. "He said," A broken heart can stick together.

Let's go "I said," After pasting, there are still seams. " He pulled my hand to his chest and said, "Here's another one.

It is made of gold. Take yours, let's change it! "

We got married seven months later.

I just think I have a plan. Thank God for giving me such a happy life for six years. I once said in the book.

I had never been madly in love before I got married, but when I got married, I had such great confidence that I put my

Give it to him, and then I found that my decision was right. "If he continues to live, I still want to say that I am interested in this marriage.

Marriage never regrets. So I think age, economy, nationality and even knowledge are not conditions for choosing a spouse, but they are normal.

Of course, these conditions are very important to people, but I think the most important thing is the character and mind of the other person, that is, me.

What we want to emphasize is the so-called "door-to-door" thing.

You won't die, you won't die. ...

Jose was thirty when he died. I often ask him, "How are you going to die?" He also asked me, "How are you going to die?"

I always say, "I won't die." Once, a book lover magazine invited me to an article, "If you only have three months to live, what do you want?"

What shall we do? I showed the invitation to Jose and casually said, "Who knows what Taoist priests will do when they die?"

! "He said," What a strange topic! " I continued to knead dough, and Jose asked me, "Will you write this manuscript? "

Write! What exactly are you going to do three months before you die? What exactly are you going to write? "I continued to knead the dough and said," I'll go first.

Knead the noodles! ""Are you going to write or not? " He kept asking, so I turned and looked at Jose, my face was covered with batter.

Touch his hair and say to him, "Fool! I won't write, because I want to give you a package of jiaozi. " Having said that, I

Continue to knead dough, Jose suddenly put his arm around my waist and refused to let go. I said, "You are crazy!" "Because

At that time, there was no rolling pin. I went to get the right to charge the teacup, but he hugged me tightly and I said, "Go away!" " "

I tried desperately to go away, but he still wouldn't let go. "Why are you so annoying ..." In the middle, I

Suddenly I looked back and saw his whole eyes filled with tears. I froze. He suddenly said, "You don't want to die, you don't want to die, you don't want to."

Death ... "

Then he said, "We don't care about this lover magazine, because none of us will die." "What about us?

Die? "I asked." I am very old until you are very old. Neither of them can walk or help. Put on clean clothes.

Clothes, lie on the bed together, close your eyes and say: good! Let's go together. "So until now, I still don't have a good impression on" love "

The manuscript written by that book man, the book lover recently asked me why you stopped writing. I told them because I have one.

Honey, I want to be a spoiled child, so I can't write.

You should call him dad.

When my parents went to the Canary Islands before going to Spain, Jose met my father and asked me my name.

Should we call him Mr. Chen? I said:

"If you call him Mr. Chen, he will take the original flight back to Taipei as soon as he gets off the plane. Didn't I call you father? Father?

"He said," but our whole family thinks you are disgusting! "In Spain, you don't call your parents-in-law.

Mom, my name is Mr. and Mrs. XXX. But I come from China, and I refuse to call them my husband and wife.

My mother-in-law is called Mary, so I will call her Mary's mother, and my father-in-law is called Caesar's father. Jose said, "My name is Dad Chen.

All right! "

I said, "You can't call him Mr. Chen, you should call him Dad." As a result, my parents and I stayed in Spain for sixteen days.

Back in the Canary Islands, Jose asked for leave to wait for us at the airport. I once said to him, "There are three people in my life, one."

It's my father, my mother, you and myself. It's a pity that I don't have children, otherwise the circle of life will be.

A little older, my parents can stay with you today, and my deepest wish seems to have come true. I know your heart.

Good, but your tone and temper are not necessarily good. I beg you not to lose your temper when my parents come.

Because of old age, sometimes it is inevitable to be a little wordy. "He said," how could I lose my temper? It's too late for me to be happy.

! In order to meet my parents, he must study English for several hours every day. He learned English in Nigeria three years ago.

Yes When he saw us coming out of the airport, he held his mother in one hand and his father in the other. When he found out that there was no

When you can hug me, say to me, "Come here." Then he put the four of us together because he had 16 days.

Didn't see me. Then let go of your hand, hug mom and dad tightly, and then hug me. When he first met his father, he was very excited.

Nervous, I suddenly shouted in Chinese: "Dad!" Then I looked at my mother and said,

"Mom!" Then, as if I didn't know what to say, I lowered my head and tried my best to move the box. I carried the box and tried my best to walk to the car.

When the car started, I urged him, "Jose, talk to me!" " Your English can be used, not too bad. "he said.

Say in Spanish, "I'm so nervous. I haven't slept for several nights. I'm scared to death. " that's me

Yes, it may be easy for a China person to call his parents-in-law, but you have never met a foreigner.

Some people are parents, and it is not easy unless they have too much affection for their wives. After returning home, we will leave the room.

Sometimes I let my parents stay, so Jose and I will live in a smaller room. One day at the dinner table, I had a good chat with my parents, Jose Tu.

However, he told me that it was his turn to speak, and then said in blunt English, "Dad, you tell Echo that I should buy a motorcycle."

Not good? "Jose has long wanted to buy a motorcycle, but it must be approved by me. After listening to his words, I stood up and went to wash.

Go between your hands, pick up a towel to cover your eyes, and you won't get out. When the word "dad" came out of Jose's mouth (dad was three years old)

Mao's speech to my father), I believe that he and my parents have taken another big step.

My parents planned to travel to Europe, but my father gave up all his business, made numerous phone calls and telegrams, and finally.

I met their son-in-law, and they stayed together for a whole month. Jose and I agreed that as long as we were together, son.

Don't be born. If it is a woman, I will beat her to death, because I will be jealous. If it is a boy, Jose will hang him upside down.

On the balcony, because I would love the child too much, afterwards, I was surprised that such childish and selfish words could come from a couple.

Say it from your mouth. When my parents came a month later, Jose suddenly asked:

"Do you think we should have a child?" I said, "Yes, I think." He added, "Since my parents came.

After that, my family added a lot of family atmosphere, which was not available in my previous home. "

farewell

When my parents and I traveled to London and Europe, Jose came to see me off at the airport. He hugged my mother and said, "Mom.

I don't like watching you cry!

You will meet me at Taipei airport next January. Don't be sad. Echo plays with you. "Let's sit down.

It is a small propeller plane, because the island we want to live in is beyond the reach of jets. I stood before boarding the plane.

Looking at Jose in the belly of the plane, Jose was jumping over a flower, hoping to see us from there and get on the plane.

Machine, I kept waving to him, and he kept waving to me until the waitress motioned me to sit down. After sitting down, beside.

A lady nearby asked me, "Is that man your husband?" I said, "Yes." She asked Jose what to do, and I

I simply told her that my parents were on vacation and he came to see me off. She said to me, "I came to see my son." then

Give me a business card. There is a custom in Spain. If you are a widow, you should write your name on your business card.

The words "someone's widow" were added at the back. Those words were on the business card, which made me feel dazzling and uncomfortable.

I don't know what to say to her, so I have to say, "Thank you!" " "Unexpectedly, just two days after receiving the business card,

I became that identity myself. ...

(At this point, Sanmao's voice choked. She stood on the stage for a long time and couldn't say a word. The speech was interrupted ...)