Stay in the dormitory less, sister, go to the library more, and travel during the holidays. It is important to adjust yourself. It was the same when I was a freshman. I don't like it at all, but I still maintain it. Until the second year of high school broke out, I still didn't like people who communicate. Our guide was biased, which led to the whole class knowing. Later, I didn't think it was necessary to deal with these people. I worked hard and found something for myself to make myself happy. The most important thing is for yourself. Come on, sister, me too. I am a sophomore. Interpersonal relationships really give me a headache and I feel very sensitive. I want to maintain a superficial relationship but I can't control my emotions. I am worried about being misunderstood by others, but I have a lot of unhappiness in my heart. It really suffocates me in the dormitory. I don't want to maintain the status quo, but I don't know how to achieve my goal without affecting my relationship with my roommate. I don't think so. It's good to go out for a walk and go to the library to read and study when you are free.
The difference between "three views" and "consumption view" is really incompatible, and a person is quite good. We all know that there is nothing embarrassing, and it is the key to improve yourself. I feel the same way. Anyway, I just keep my distance from others on the surface. To tell the truth, no one really knows you these days. It's all because of interest. Learn the real skills and plan yourself well. It seems that I haven't seen you for a lifetime after several years. This is my feeling as a college student.
Sister, after leaving the society, you will find that some people don't need you to waste time and energy to communicate and negotiate with Ta. They won't have the same mentality as you to solve problems and strive for victory. They will only think that you are weak and easy to provoke, and only need a little cold violence to make you bow first. No matter in the face of friendship, love or any relationship, always remember to stick to your principles. After decades of life, you need to devote more energy, emotion and business to things and relationships that can bring you practical benefits. Go out and see the outside world more. Study hard.