First of all, let’s be clear. The three of you are all girls, so it’s understandable that you have a lot of questions on your mind. Secondly, you are a sentimental type (you can also be said to be a literary young man) when you have such emotional fluctuations. Very normal. Specific measures include the following:
(1) Learn to be satisfied. Friendship between friends is not obligatory in the first place. As your friend, I have no obligation to you, so even if your relationship is really estranged, don’t force it, so I can truly understand you, care about you and take care of you. It is very common to have few close friends.
(2) Don’t doubt it. This is the supreme rule whether you are making friends or falling in love, because all relationships are based on trust and tacit understanding. If A can talk about B's every move in front of you, it means that she regards you as her life. To give a simple analogy, you and your dad usually chat less enthusiastically than you do with your boyfriend, but when you are hurt, you often think of your closest relatives. This is the difference. What seems cold to you is often a sign of serious relationship.
(3) Get along with each other attentively. From your sentence (A is really nicer to her than me. But I never hate B, no matter how nice A is to her.), it can be seen that you are a very sincere person, so in your opinion, you are envious The relationship between A and B may seem to B. She also envies the relationship between you and A, so she puts down the burden and doesn’t think too much about it. As for your personality, I suggest you not to be alone often, because loneliness will make you Thoughts are flowing.
Finally, there are many circles of close friends among these three people, including myself, so it is best to be with two people at the same time. This will be conducive to the emotional harmony of the three of you. Promote.
Hope this can help you