As a typical entp, I know best how impure my feelings are. I know that I have deconstructed all affection, love and friendship, and I know that I am also calculating when I am most affectionate.
I know that behind my praise and tolerance is hopeless arrogance and narcissism. I know that my unconditional devotion is full of despair of fickle heart. I know I often cheat others to be happy with hypocrisy; I know I often feel sad in interpersonal relationships.
I know my weight best. I know I took a shot and changed places. I have dabbled in a wide range, but I have never been deeply involved. I know I'm just a reformer, not a systematist. To put it bluntly, it is to pick up people's teeth and put old wine in new pots. I know I suffer from procrastination, which is no different from the general public. I know I often evaluate my talents objectively, but it will hurt Zhong Yong.