"Turn off the phone, put HOT's first album into the CD player, jump into a comfortable big bed and close it.

Eyes, reappeared yesterday. ...

Daegu, my hometown, although it is the third largest city in Korea, is still not as prosperous as Seoul, so I hung up from the beginning.

"When the Korean Youth Dance Competition champion came here alone, my heart was still full of fear and anxiety. After many screenings,

Five people were left behind, including me. I live in a company apartment with a boy named Tony. At first, when I released my first album,

Very bitter, very tired. Every day 12- 16 hours of ultra-high intensity training makes my shoulders ache when I dance, and sometimes everyone will be exhausted.

I can't get up on the floor. However, the excitement diluted all this. Whenever we lie prone on the floor, we see a singer standing in a brightly lit dance on TV.

When we perform on the stage and win countless flowers and applause, we will raise our chins and say enviously, "When will this happen?" ? —

This ideal was soon realized. When HOT 1ST was released, we had our own fans and found them on the company desk.

I remember the first letter from my fans, and I remember what everyone was rushing to read.

However, heaven is fair, it gives you good luck, and bad luck follows. From the second episode of Hot, we banned broadcasting and plagiarized.

After the incident, many people didn't accept us and scolded us, but there were also many people who loved us. In a word, we are thorough.

Famous. Since then, we have become a little famous in the world.

Since the third album, we have made greater changes, both in music style and modeling. It's harder because it needs to change.

I lost 4KG in just one month, and Tony lost 8KG even worse. Most importantly, he suffered from depression at the most critical moment. exist

Under high-intensity training, he is in poor health and wants to give up. He thinks he is an insignificant person and often suffers from excessive tension and fatigue.

Dizzy At this time, the heavy responsibility of taking care of him fell on me, listening to his heart and enlightening him. Although all this seems nothing to me.

It's important, but I know how important it is to a helpless person. Since then, he and I have had more * * * sounds, even I feel it myself.

It is strange that two people with such different personalities and hobbies can get along so well. I want to thank HEEJUN, if not.

It's him. I think I'm going to collapse, too, but when I saw those blood bubbles that couldn't flow from his mouth, I knew that as a captain, he was under more pressure than anyone else. from

From then on, I admired him from the bottom of my heart, but I never said it.

The bitter days have finally passed, and the hot third season series is selling well. More people know about heat and support us. Some of them are made by ourselves.

Song, so it means a lot to us. The day before the release of the new album, we sat together, listening and touching gently.

The cover of the CD. I shed tears.

The heat is finally completely ahead. Surprisingly, the most striking of the new album is Tony, even the most recognized one.

Beautiful Kontha is better than sighing. Tony with long hair performed very well in the MV of Hope and Queue.

Completely different from the past, it not only makes him more beautiful, but also highlights his distinctive domineering and exotic customs. And my hairstyle is a bit like seven.

The host of the tenth century, fortunately, got a haircut in Hope, but it looks so small.

The fourth episode can be a little easier than before, not that we are not tired of practicing, and no one scolds us, but that we are used to it, numb and long.

It's huge. We have made greater changes, higher visibility and more fans. And held the first and third warm-up matches in the Olympic Stadium.

A big concert. It was raining that day, but the fans arrived early, and the response was very enthusiastic from the beginning. We tried our best.

Singing and dancing. The opening was great, so I'm very excited and hope everything goes well. However, contrary to my wish, HEEJUN fell at the climax of the concert.

Stage. Unable to move backstage, bean-sized sweat rolled down his forehead. We are all at a loss. Maybe it's HEEJUN

It is the pillar of the team. Maybe when he is here, everyone feels that there is nothing, but without him, we seem to have lost our focus and started to be confused.

Xu, this is the power of a leader.

The staff were so scared that they called an ambulance. Tony and Jae-won put on the wrong clothes in a flurry, and Kontha took Hee-joon's hand and cried.

Non-stop, and I can only clap my hands calmly: "Let's go!" " "Actually, I'm scared. I'm afraid there are only four at the end of this concert.

Dude, I'm afraid he can't dance anymore. I'm afraid ... I can't think about it and I can't show it. HEEJUN had an accident, as the second brother of the team.

Yes, I must cheer up.

HEEJUN can't appear when singing "Queue", and I finished his rap part in "Tony Yuan". When I finished part of it,

I took another look at Yuan, but fortunately he made a perfect connection. Yuan is the youngest but most calm one among us. Finish singing

After "GIT IT UP", Kontha went back backstage and cried so much that when she sang "Together Forever".

Wait, his eyes and nose are still red as hell. The fans under the stage sang with us, and we had nothing to report, so we had to walk out of the stage and get as close as possible.

It is far away from them, and they are wet by the same rain. The fans cried even harder, and Jae-won finally burst into tears and could not sing any more.

Kontha also choked up. Tony waved his arm hard and cried all over the stage. In short, call me old-fashioned or have never seen the world.

At this time, I was deeply moved. Mascara is wet with water, which makes the upper and lower eyelids blurred.

When we came back backstage again, HEEJUN had already changed his clothes, and he smiled painfully at us.

Say "Now is the best time, you can't dump me ~" ... At that moment, I thought HEEJUN was us again.

For the captain of HOT. After finishing makeup, I came to Kontha, painted him with the same white and red as me, and set him on fire to cry.

Red nose smiled and said, "If you cry again, I'll put this on." He finally smiled, whether it was real, fake or strong.

Laugh, squeeze, he smiled anyway.

The last song of the concert is also the title song "Me" of our fourth series HOT. We sang, danced and roared wildly, Taiwan Province.

The fans in the stadium were crazy, enthusiastic and crying. The whole stadium boiled and hundreds of fans fainted. To be honest, I think there is.

The most successful concert in history. After singing, I knelt on the ground and shook my head like a madman. My throat is hoarse, and my body is from

I was so tired, I felt a little numb, and then I gradually lost consciousness. I know I've reached my limit. If I dance again, I'm sure to break down.

The concert ended with shouts, cries and applause that were about to pierce the eardrum. However, the enthusiasm of fans remains undiminished. We are deeply

Bowed and made a curtain call ceremony for nearly a minute. Kontha beside HeJun, I put my hand on Kontha's shoulder until.

Step down. Because the person I am most worried about is not Jun, but Xuan. To be honest, he may cry and even get sick because of his injury in June.

Well, I love him very much. The child is born beautiful, lovely and kind, which makes people have to love him. I'm not worried about HEEJUN because I know.

Tao, nothing can overwhelm him. HEEJUN was taken to the ambulance as soon as he got off the stage. We were exhausted and urged to go to the hospital for care.

HEEJUN, the company has no choice but to send the five of us to the hospital together.

At the same time, HOT4TH《I YAH "sells well all over the world, with sales exceeding120,000 copies, which is entertained by major radio and television stations in Korea.

I won many awards in my body. Seeing that the time is ripe, the company has been eager for us to hold a concert in China for a long time. We are so happy, as if we had received it.

So is the first fan letter. The population of China is thirty times that of South Korea. If we can grasp this market well, it means there will be more people.

Like us, we like pop music. The feeling of sitting on the clouds that we tasted.

After winning the prize, we participated in the shooting of the 3D film "Peaceful Times" co-produced by Japan and South Korea. After returning home, we settled down.

To make our fifth album, which is our first self-created album, so we put in more efforts than before. In this album, we

Everyone is creative, so to speak, just like our children. When it was born, we cried and laughed wildly. just

We stand in the clouds, indulging in a great sense of accomplishment, thinking that when a beautiful day comes, the real suffering has just begun.

At first.

I said that God is fair, and when it makes you get something, it will also make you lose something. This, I realized again.

Yes With the rise of fame, thousands of fan letters filled several rooms of the company the next day, but we were too busy to read them at all.

Let alone write back. Eating the nutritious meal ordered by the company's nutritionist every day, although it looks delicious to others, it tastes tasteless to us.

We can't feel the little happiness of reading letters from fans and sitting together to eat sausages when we are tired.

The new album has to be reviewed by the music critics before it is released, but they only listened to it once before reaching a conclusion. Our nine months' efforts were ruined.

They become nothing. Two more songs were banned. Kontha's illusion is said to have a tendency to induce teenagers to take drugs, but this

This song was written for drug control, and Tony's black boy is said to be unconscious, which has a bad influence on teenagers. I don't have

Understand what these people are thinking. If a song can teach bad children, the world would have been out of order. More unfortunate

Things are still behind. 2000。 1 1 Kontha had an accident, and the other party put all the blame on Kontha. The company realized this.

It also caused a bad influence on the company, so we suspended and canceled most of the publicity activities in the future, and even canceled our participation in recording SM.

Christmas album qualification, and the original plan to hold a concert in China and Japan was delayed and finally forced to cancel. a heatable brick bed

TA shuts herself in her room every day, smoking and crying. He thinks he caused all this, and no matter how much we try to persuade him, he just won't.

Listen, keep apologizing. Because the promotion of the fifth album was suspended, the sales of the record were greatly affected.

Of the albums, only the fifth album did not sell more than10 million. And the company has always held an irrelevant attitude towards all this, thinking that everything is successful or not.

It's all about ourselves A few days later, Kontha rallied, and we decided to rally, not for anyone, but for those people.

Always supporting our fans. We applied to the company for a concert in China again, but we were rejected again because the company asked me to go.

The children concentrated on preparing for the Seoul concert in February. We are completely heartbroken. We don't say, but we know very well that we propose going to China.

The concert will be held in March, and there is no conflict with domestic concerts.

At this time, the company began to change the dynasty, trained a large number of new people, and wrapped our brothers with blood, but for us ... it may be open.

Our company thinks that we have grown up and don't need to sell a record to our ordinary Korean singers at the price of 100 won, but we sell it.

Only 20 won (RMB 0. 16 yuan) and then reduced to the official tax excluding royalties, leaving only seven won (five cents RMB). while

However, we work for the company, and it is right for the company to earn our money, but I don't know what we get in return for such efforts, respect?

Money? Still concerned? I don't understand why the company is like this now. Maybe they think we have grown up, so everything can be solved by ourselves.

Well, maybe they think we are old and have no ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ value.

We filmed VTR for the fifth series of HOT, and everyone chose their favorite way to express their ideas. Finally, we cooperated.

Walking on the railway, then jumping up and high-fiving, I hope time stops and our hands can be held together forever. ...

On February 27th, 20001,we held HOT's fourth big concert in the Olympic Stadium.

God seems to be deliberately making things difficult for us, and it even snowed. We are all worried that the fans will not arrive on time. Surprisingly,

Two hours before the concert, all the fans arrived, and many fans who didn't buy tickets were waiting outside the door. The uneasy heart was finally put down.

Then we made up our minds again to give the best to these lovely people ~ ~ ~ This concert is different from the past, more and lighter.

Loose and casual, try to show the most cheerful side and comfort fans who are troubled by rumors of dissolution. We didn't.

Only once promised loudly: "It won't burn!" "Hot FOREVRE!" This is not only to reassure fans, but also to appease them.

Our own, because the biggest crisis came-I, in Yuan, Tony and SM's contract expired.

We have made many representations with the company and put forward the lowest terms. The renewal fee per person is 300 million won (RMB240,000).

And increase HOT's revenue per record. We think this money is nothing to SM, the largest record company in Korea.

Only in this way can we stay in SM and increase the income of our brothers. You don't value me, we value ourselves, and you can't let me.

With the development of children, we can make better music at our own expense. I don't think our request is too much, even not up to ordinary Korean songs.

We think the company will compromise on the manual standard. However, it turns out that we are so naive that the company completely refuses to accept our proposal.

Our hearts are cold. We can't say that we brought Korean music to the world. At least we let the world know about SM. What we have worked hard for five years is

What? Why don't you leave us even the most basic dignity? The only lucky thing is that we have countless fans who love us, so

Years of ups and downs have been with us. I made a decision, the only major decision in five years. And Kontha,

HEEJUN discussed it with them, and Kontha cried again. HEEJUN patted me on the head and said, "When you grow up, you have to decide for yourself.

Yes "I tapped his hand and cried, crying in front of my brother for the first time in five years ~ ~ ~

Fans will scold us, the music industry will scold us, and the company will scold us, but I have decided to go my own way, just like when I came to Seoul.

I made my own decision, and I don't think I can go wrong this time ~ ~

2001May 13, 13, I, TONY, held a press conference in Yuan, announcing my official resignation from SM. The symbol of 500 million won

About the art communication company, from beginning to end, we all said "leave SM", and all the entertainment notes were written as "exit fever". The three of us were at the press conference

The expression is gloomy and scary. I can't help it. I really can't laugh. I even breathed a sigh of relief after the press conference.

Through the internet, the whole world knew about it that night, and we made headlines in entertainment newspapers and music magazines for the nth time, as well as SM.

Under the explanation, all the entertainment agents and music critics began to accuse us, saying that we only recognize money but not people, and kick down the ladder. I don't want to explain, because

We are used to this kind of abuse.

My worst fears have finally happened. Spicy fans all over the world cried and shouted, "Give us back the spicy food!" , to hunger strike to the table.

In protest. Please scold me, don't torture yourself, my heart is as uncomfortable as being pricked by a steel needle. Jae-won drugged himself by drinking.

I tried to persuade him, but it was useless. You can't go out these days, or you will be squeezed to death by reporters outside. Finally, I have time to read fan letters.

I wanted to calm myself down. I didn't expect that every time I read a letter, I would deepen my remorse, but I still wanted to read it. It was almost self-abuse.

Maybe this will make you feel better. Finally, an unsigned letter gave me new hope. ...

"I like this kind of hot, I have the courage to make my own decisions. If the heat gives in, it won't be hot ~ ~ ""although I

Very sad, sad, but I know you have your reasons, because I love you, so I respect your choice ... ""No matter who you are.

No one will be together, no matter how far apart you are, or not in this world, you will always be our hot spot and irreplaceable ... "

"Elder brother, don't regret the way you choose, just like when we chose to love you, never regret it, and never will.

Regret ... "

I am very touched and ashamed that a fan can look at this matter with this mentality and restrain his inner pain to comfort and encourage me.

And I, while hiding in the house to make useless confessions and escape from reality, have chosen to go on bravely. TONY and I actively voted for Yuan.

Familiar with the operation of the new company and prepare the first solo album. At the same time, we are not with HEEJUN and KANGTA.

There is no contact, it seems that the contract period between them has also arrived. We can't go out to meet, we can only talk on the phone. Because at this time, we are more than most people

Pay attention when it is on fire.

"Elder brother, I listen to you, Kontha said seriously on the phone.

"Xian, when you grow up, think about it and don't be impulsive."

In fact, in SM, Jae-won, Tony and I belong to the kind of people who are not very good at making friends, so good friends are just Yu Hui.

A. But HEEJUN is different from KANGTA. Kindness, gentleness and humor make people very willing to approach them, so they stay away from us.

Besides, I have made many good friends. They are creative geniuses and often write songs for other singers. Although this friendship is established at work.

Not as good as brother re's, but it's also very valuable. Most importantly, HOT is the pillar of SM, and HEEJUN is the captain and the lead singer.

Kontha is the core of the pillar. Most of the company's annual income is created by our HOT. Three people have left, and the company has.

The loss is great, and they will not be let go easily again. SM will satisfy them and do everything possible to keep them. Besides, even if

They transferred to our company, and Yi Chuan may not agree that we are still a five-person team. Because now we are in the same company as God,

We were the strongest opponents before, and the fans were also very antagonistic. If two groups suddenly exist at the same time, there will be many questions.

Problem, so I said they wouldn't agree, at least not now. And we don't have the strength to start a big company like SM.

"Let's talk about it when the time is ripe ~" After repeated consideration and consideration, HEEJUN and KANGTA decided to renew SM until 2008.

We left SM, and the rumor became a fact, which cannot be changed. Fans naturally put all their hopes on HEEJUN and KANGTA.

In fact, it is not so much hope as desperate desire. I've been in that mood, too So I know the fans will meet after the contract is renewed.

Do something. I understand, because I know they love us deeply, sometimes love will break through reason, but after cooling down, I will find that since

I still love the person I love.

I carefully asked Kontha out and told him that no matter what the fans do, they can't be impulsive. Kontha smiled knowingly. that

I know I did more than that. He was born a perfect man, not only in appearance, but also in appearance.

Understanding and tolerance. To tell the truth, sometimes I think, how can there be such a perfect person? His appearance, heart and talent are all heroes of God.

Work. Sometimes I joke, "I wish I had a son like you!" " Instead of being angry, he smiled sweetly: "It will be better than me."

Better, because my brother is very good ~ "He is really a good boy. I have attended almost every concert since the first concert in 1998.

Will walk up to him and give him a push intentionally or unintentionally, and he will look at me and smile sweetly. A small detail reveals the intimate feelings between brothers.

Feeling. Looking at him, I remembered that I would not stand together and sing the same song two years later, and my chest was full of inexplicable sadness. I got up from my chair.

I got up and walked over to him and gave him a push. I didn't even realize how hard I worked. His chair shook, and soon,

A slightly wrinkled brow unfolded, and the puzzled expression turned into a sweet smile ... At that moment, I returned to the first place in the team.

god ...

Finally, Kontha and HEEJUN invited the press conference to renew the contract with SM, and the renewal fee was 65.438+0.05 billion won (per person).

The thorn is Kontha. Their contract renewal is the sum of the three of us. If the company had paid a billion yuan,

If it is 50 million won, we will definitely stay. I don't understand what SM means by doing this. But I know that even if SM didn't pay so much.

Money, Kantah Hejun will stay, but SM used money to cover up this fact.

This even aroused the anger of fans and began to scold them for only knowing money. More excited fans smashed cars, and more than once,

Kontha was once beaten by the police and taken to the police station, and she felt very guilty about it.

One night, Hyun came to my house, and the blood oozing from his forehead made my heart ache. "elder brother, help me with this.

Mom will be worried when she comes home. "He said with a strong smile. My trembling hand picked up the cotton wool and carefully wiped it on his wound. It must be very painful. male

My brow wrinkled, my hand shook and my heart jumped with this rhythm. "I caused it first, it's none of your business.

Things. "I bit my lip and squeezed out this sentence." It doesn't matter, they and you ... are my' favorite people'. "Cotton fell to the ground.

Actually, I just found out today that HEEJUN is not the only person worthy of my admiration. I want to trade my life for the speed of him and the people who love me so much.

Music, and all I can do now is to open my arms and let him lie on my shoulder and cry, releasing everything he has endured for so long.

Missing and wronged.

After we left, the myth of my brother became a five-person group because Andy was going back to America. Inadvertently, SM began to let myths replace us.

Location. I am not afraid, because I think heat is irreplaceable. It's not that myth is inferior to us, just because heat is hot, even if

No matter how good others are, they even surpass us, but they are not hot, Moon HEE Jun, JANG Youhe and An Cheng.

He, An Chilhuan and Li Zhenyuan are hot's real names. SM is bigger for KANGTA and HEEJUN

Publicity, let the best producers make new albums for them, and let Kontha go to China and France to make a photo album combining ancient and modern Chinese and foreign. no

Kontha released his first solo album Polaris. Later, HEEJUN also released his album Loneliness. I am the most

I like the song Our Story. Jun sang this song in the VTR of the 227 concert, as if telling our story one.

Sample.

The talents of the two brothers are vividly displayed in the new album, which sells well. I am happy for them from the bottom of my heart, but there is one thing I don't.

Yes, Kontha's music style began to turn to jazz style, while Jun has a strong electronic and rock flavor. Why should SM transform them?

Turn so thoroughly, and the style is completely opposite, there is only one reason "no longer let them combine." If we get together again, it will be difficult.

It's too big. It's the only explanation. Whether we can reorganize or not, we are all working towards this dream. TONY and I pushed the Yuan Dynasty away.

In order not to participate in the activities as much as possible, fortunately, the company understands us very well and creates good conditions for us. Jae-won and I are worried about Tony's stomach trouble.

If he does it again, it will affect his work. He always prepares a lot of food around, and when he just cries hungry, we force him to stuff it. We don't have time.

More than 300 songs were created by working all night and transforming foreign folk songs into HIPHOP style, so we began to enter.

It takes a lot of time to listen to these more than 300 songs repeatedly, and these songs are carefully produced or repaired by us.

I can't bear to change or dismantle it. After eight months of creation, our first album was officially born. Tony is the lead singer, the name of the band.

It's called JTL, which is taken from the first letter of our surname. The title song "Better Days" was adapted from a foreign folk song, and the three of us disagreed.

The same person fell in love with the tune played by this harmonica at first sight, and it was modified in Jawon and turned into a nostalgic HIPHOP. To my surprise,

On the cover of our album with KANGTA and HEEJUN, it says-Hot! This is a brother, not too much words and deeds.

Touched, no matter how far apart, the heart has been together and never separated.

After the song was finished, we went to China and Shanghai to shoot MV, just in time for SM's concert of the Four Kings in Shanghai. We asked the staff to buy it.

Tickets, as the audience to see my brother's performance. Looking at the radiant HEEJUN and KANGTA on the stage, I don't feel hurt.

It feels like a solo performance at our hot concert, but "I, TONY, won't play in Yuan". accidental

Unexpectedly, Kontha sang "Hope". This song called "Miracle" once brought hope to countless people, and we HOT also sang it because of this song.

Song won numerous awards and successfully produced the most successful fourth series. It can be said that this song brought good luck to HOT, and today, this song

But it opened the old scars of everyone present. The fans cried and sang, shouting "It's always hot!" Kontha said he was not good at it.

Long RAP, it sounds so weak. I really want to run up and sing with him, but I can't. Close your eyes, I seem to see it again.

Hee-jun with pigtails, depressed Tony, Jae-won who cries when he thinks of his mother, and himself with a chestnut lid ... He opened his eyes again.

By this time, Kontha's performance was over, and his eyes were searching in the audience. I know the lights are dim and he has nothing.

I do not see any at all. Finally, he lowered his head and bowed deeply. I didn't want to see other people's performances, so I pulled Jae-won and Tony out.

We were both excited and nervous when the new album was released. Finally, what we were most worried about happened: there were four songs with vulgar language awareness.

Not good and other reasons are banned. Usually, there are five judges. After listening to this song, this song was voted for or against. If it is "yes", there will be three votes in favor.

In fact, the song passed, Tony and Jae-won were suspended by a slight margin of 2: 3 each, and my "abandoned son" was granted full authority at 0: 5.

No. I am speechless. If it was before, I would be very angry. But now I'd rather understand that my songs can resonate with people so much!

We feel so tired, in the wry smile of self-deprecation, I actually found the feeling of being hot that year.

Brother, just show up when you need it and stand by you! While SM and MBC kill us happily,

Canta and Xijun stood up, and Kontha took our JTL CD for publicity. Or a sweet smile, this

Smiling may be the most fatal injury and the most terrible weapon for SM, but it is the most firm belief and the most precious for JTL.

Friendship.

Thank you, my good brothers, for giving me the courage to stand up again. I know there are many twists and turns waiting for me in the future.

Dear friend, test our friendship, but I am not afraid, because my friend is you. Maybe a year later, there are still various reasons to stop us from being in a place.

But I will stick to it for one year, two years, forever ... even if we can't be together forever, we have suffered for five years, although

These days have passed, but now that they have become the past, they will never change. It will always be the best memory in my life ~ at least,

Our hearts will always be together. Hot, our story continues! "