How many loves are over before they even begin, and how many people just want to cherish them, but they have already turned around and left! Sometimes we complain about the unfairness of life, and sometimes we hide in a corner and cry. In fact, when we go through that period of sadness and look back again, we will find that sometimes we have encountered, and we have had, this is the best thing. memories!
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I am lovelorn. Isn’t it ridiculous and sad to think about it? I didn't sleep all night last night, and I was wondering why? After thinking about it, I couldn't think of a reason why I came. If I couldn't think of it, forget it. After all, it's gone and there's no going back. There is no point in further entanglement or making unreasonable troubles. If you lose something, you have lost it. You have already passed the age where you would cry for days and nights and torture yourself. If I were asked to use one word to sum up this love that is not even a month old, I think it should be a love that has ended before it even started.
Actually, it’s strange to say that he was the one who asked me to say he loved me in the first place, and he was the one who finally told me that I didn’t want to be in a relationship. Perhaps in today's society, there is no real love. Sometimes it’s really tiring to be ups and downs in this society, so the more tired we are, the more we want to find someone to rely on and find warmth. But the fact is that when you want to find love more, love becomes more and more difficult. It's long overdue.
Let’s talk about the story between him and me. One month was actually quite simple, nothing unforgettable happened!
He and I met on a dating app. We were used to the avatars of people on the app, but suddenly there was a strange avatar! So on a whim I went to say hello. Then chat and look at each other’s photos!
The first time I met him was one night. The wind was not very strong, and the warm yellow street lights on people’s faces were very beautiful. When I first met him, he was wearing a khaki jacket. jacket, a light gray scarf, and a black backpack. I feel very shy when I smile. We met briefly, said a few words in a hurry, and he was about to leave. Naturally, I wasn't happy about it, so I glared at him. Finally we decided to go for a walk on the nearby roads. According to what he told me later, it was the look I gave him that made him fall in love with me.
That night I seemed to have forgotten all the troubles, and all I had was your sweet smile and warm voice. That night we talked from the present to the past, and from the past to the future. That night, neither of us said we liked each other, but from our words and our eyes, it seemed like we were already together. I came back to chat on QQ in the evening and he said he liked me. He said you should hurry up and say you love me. He said you should treat me well from now on and not bully me. He said you should pamper me and love me forever. That night I said all the sweet words I knew and enjoyed the warmth and happiness the other person brought me. It seems that everything is logical. They fall in love at first sight, express their feelings to each other, then stay together forever, and finally live the happy life of Snow White and the Prince.
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It was 2015 just a few days after we met. He spent New Year’s Eve with me that night. We walked in the middle of the night, holding hands and laughing. Walking around and talking. The breeze is bright and the moon is shining, and the shadows of the trees are dancing.
We live an ordinary life like this every day, occasionally eating together, occasionally watching movies together, occasionally attending self-study together, and occasionally walking together in the night. Sometimes we have quarrels, but often, The quarrel turned into mutual coquettishness in the end. My love grew day by day. Slowly I found the feeling of falling in love. Slowly I discovered what I had always imagined love to be like. Slowly I liked being with him more and more, so I Cherishing every minute with him, I enjoy the very beginning of love.
He also told me about happiness. He said the rock sugar pear I made was very sweet. He said the egg fried rice I bought was delicious. He said he liked to look at me quietly. He said he remembered I felt very happy, he said he liked holding my hand, and he said it would be good if we could always be like this.
We are tired of the sweetness of rock sugar and snow pear every day. We study together with him. I like to kick his feet under the table. When eating with him, I like to eat the food in his bowl. I like to kiss him secretly when we walk together, and hold his hand secretly when we watch movies together. We always like to do happy things secretly.
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One day he told me that he wanted to share his story with his male best friend. I didn’t agree at first, but I couldn’t help him in every possible way. After some persuasion, I finally agreed. Unexpectedly, it was this reason that led to the ending of our love. His male best friend was shocked when she heard it, and the shocking ending was that he didn’t agree with me being with him, and he asked him to leave me. He talked about all the bad things about us being together. I think what happened between me and him has nothing to do with you, but he believed it, he hesitated, he began to doubt, and he wanted to break up. Fortunately, after my sweet talk and coercion, he finally gave up this idea, and we continued to love each other.
How long can we last together if we don’t love each other? How long can we last if we don’t have true love? After all, the good times don’t last long! One night when I was not in a good mood, I chatted with him. Somehow I felt a coldness, as if he didn't care whether I was good or bad. I met him for the first time three days later and asked him what had happened recently. Are you unhappy? He said that a lot of things had happened recently and he was very confused. I asked what was going on, but he didn't say anything. After all, he couldn't resist my soft and hard attacks. He said that he wanted to let go. He said that his best friend told him a lot. He said that he was confused. He said a lot, but I couldn't listen to a word. Go in. Where is my love? When I was about to make love, the other party chose to let go. I kept talking, but no matter how much I talked, it seemed that my words were pale and powerless. After all, it was still impossible for me and him. After all, he and I There is no real sense of having a relationship without breaking up. I don't know if it was because I provoked Jiang Fa or because he didn't love me in the first place. He hesitated and finally became decisive. So the word breakup became our last words.
He said he wanted to be friends with me, how could that be possible? I have many friends, and I don’t lack any of them. In my world, lovers who have broken up cannot be friends.
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This love is short, the investment is not deep or shallow, and the hurt is not deep or shallow. But I feel that I am lucky, because this love has ended before it even started, and I am heartbroken because it was not hurt.
Today’s sunshine is warm, and it is very warm on people’s bodies. I went to the barber shop for a haircut at noon. Maybe it’s because my hair has really grown, or maybe it’s because I want to start over. , maybe because I want to be handsome and continue to wait for the arrival of my next love.