2. You hurt her and hurt her heart. She is hurt and afraid of being hurt by you again, but she loves you. Love and fear of getting hurt again, so her attitude towards you is so complicated and tangled. In fact, her heart is also very contradictory. She doesn't know whether she should give you another chance. She hesitated, so she was ambivalent. In this complicated mood, she said it was impossible, took the initiative to find you and said she didn't know. But at least it means you still have a chance. She just needs your real reflection, apology and assurance.
In this case, it's up to you. You should apologize and clearly explain what you did wrong before, what you did wrong to her, and what you will do in the future. Of course, if you dare to speak, you must dare to guarantee that you will do it in the future, but proper coaxing is still necessary. In this way, she will think that you made a mistake and really reflect on it, which will be better for her and make her come back safely. Otherwise, I don't know if you would treat her badly like that. Can you come back? She is not afraid, so she can only continue to struggle like that. You must work hard. This was your fault.
I think she loves you very much, and you love her very much, but you also hurt her deeply, although I don't know what it is. Her family shouldn't be so kind to her. In fact, she is very poor. You should take good care of her ... many women actually don't want much, just a man who really loves himself, treats himself well, is considerate and understands himself. Did you ask yourself if you did it? If not, should we reflect, apologize and do better?
4. Love needs mutual cultivation to be beautiful. May you live happily all your lives!