First, does he have a bitter hatred with you? He killed your family? No, so, for whatever reason, it didn't reach the point of killing people and then quickly. Based on this, I agree with the above statement: impulse! !
second, is he your boyfriend? Now that you are your boyfriend, young people nowadays enjoy married treatment. As the saying goes, it takes ten years to get a boat ride, and a hundred years to get a pillow sleep. Fate, how can you just kill? Where have the feelings of so many years gone? People can't always think about the disadvantages of others when they are angry. I believe you also have unforgettable memories. Why can't we look on the bright side?
Third, to love someone is to make them happy. Even if one day he doesn't love you, if you really love him, then you can only bless him silently. Maybe one day, when he thinks he is wrong, he will miss you very much. As the saying goes, if you can get along, you will leave. Since we can't be together, we can break up normally. If we can't be husband and wife, we can still be friends. I don't understand why we have to be enemies if we can't be husband and wife. What's more, like you, we have to cut him down! ! I really doubt your sincerity in loving him! !
Fourth, if you love someone, you will love everything about him, including his bad habits. Even if he is wrong and has done something that makes you angry and extremely sad, I don't think he can be avenged by cutting him to pieces. You have no right to execute his death sentence, not to mention that he is still your boyfriend and not husband and wife. Even if he sleeps with others, there is nothing to make a fuss about, because you are only boyfriend and girlfriend, and there is no legal guarantee that this boy can only make friends with you as a girl.
So, I suggest you reflect on yourself repeatedly recently. It's best not to meet him, and calmly analyze for yourself whether it is necessary for you to be together. If it is not necessary, break up rationally, which is good for both sides. Why do you have to follow him around? Can't you really get married? There are many men in the world. Think about it! !