Of course, at present, I will not change my gender in order to cross-dress, nor will I give up my health by taking certain drugs in order to become more feminine. For me, cross-dressing is a way to please my heart. A low-key and subtle way can make this happiness last longer.

In my contradictory mind, I am afraid that I will be attacked by Internet trolls, but I also want to seek a kind of inner peace. Do you understand this feeling? Just like a child who wants to sneak some sweets late at night, thinking about the sweetness and afraid of the nagging...