The darkness outside gradually got used to it, and his heart seemed to stop beating, so his eyes could not help but close. I don't know if I am moving forward or have stopped, but I feel like a wave of fluctuations in my heart, like a fluctuating Black Sea. Darkness is connected with my heart, everything is dim, everything is ups and downs, and everything is in a trance. Suddenly my heart moved, as if I remembered something, and as if I heard some voices, I couldn't tell; But I opened my eyes again. He did go on walking, forgetting what he had just remembered, and there was no movement around him. The heart beat for a while, then gradually calmed down. He told himself not to close his eyes and stop thinking; Getting to the city quickly is the first important thing. But if he doesn't think about things in his heart, his eyes will close easily again. He must have missed something, awake. He knew that once he fell down, he could sleep for three days. What are you thinking about? He is dizzy, his body is wet and sad, his hair is itchy, his feet are sore and his mouth is dry. He can think of nothing but self-pity. However, he can't even think about his own affairs. His head is so empty and bloated, as if he just remembered himself and then forgot himself, just like a candle that is about to go out, even he can't illuminate himself. Coupled with the darkness around him, he felt like he was floating in a mass of black gas. Although he knew he still existed, he took a step forward, but there was nothing else to prove where he must have gone, just like a man floating in the desert sea, he couldn't believe himself. He has never experienced such indecision, sadness and absolute loneliness. On weekdays, although he doesn't like making friends, he is not afraid to bask in the sun alone. The sun shines on his limbs and all kinds of things are presented in front of him. Now, he is not afraid, but he can't stand this uncertainty. If camels are as dishonest as mules and horses, maybe they can be taught to cheer up and pay attention to them, but camels are too docile to make him impatient; When he was in the most trance, he suddenly thought of whether the camel was still behind him, which startled him. He seems to believe that these big animals will gently drill into the dark fork, but he has no idea that they will gradually melt like pulling a piece of ice.