Is it because of a lack of parental care since childhood? Or where do you feel inferior? Really, I hope you can do well. If you really don’t like making friends with others, try to make friends with yourself. When you are unhappy, comfort yourself, encourage yourself, take care of yourself, and mom is really the most beautiful person in the world. The person who cares about you, even if you can't take care of her, don't hurt her. Find your own shining point, such as being good-looking, kind and cute, or singing well and being smart. Gradually, you will become more confident and everything will be fine.