I suddenly want to write about my previous experience tonight, which is a bit embarrassing. It was an online activity I participated in, similar to pretending to be boyfriend and girlfriend with strangers for a few days.
Of course, after registration, people are not casually matched. The first consideration must be the matching degree of identity, age, hobbies and topics.
So what I matched at that time happened to be a boy in our school, only in different campuses.
In fact, the original idea was not to fall in love or anything, but to think that such activities were quite meaningful and to meet some new friends. Later, as I thought, we became friends.
At that time, there was an ice-breaking activity, that is, couples watched a movie together and exchanged feelings on the Twilight app.
After discussion, we decided to watch the Busan trip. Actually, he has seen the film, but I haven't, so he said he could watch it with me.
This software can make voice calls while watching movies. When he asked for my advice, I generously agreed. After all, I'm thick-skinned and I'm not embarrassed.
But immediately I was slapped in the face. The main reason is that his voice is a little gentle and pleasant, which makes me feel a little embarrassed and embarrassed.
He didn't feel nervous after knowing that I was embarrassed, and he said something to comfort me, so I gradually relaxed.
A trip to Busan tells the story of a little girl who followed her father to Busan to find her mother, and then suddenly bumped into a person infected with the virus on the train, causing most people in the car to be infected, and then a series of stories about her father and daughter escaping.
This film has both horror and tear-jerking side.
Seeing the horrible place, I gave a "Yi" unconsciously. Actually, I'm not afraid. I just think the picture is a little ugly. But when I heard the other person's ear, I thought I was scared, so I talked to me about something else in an attempt to divert my attention.
This feeling of being taken care of by others is not bad, so I haven't solved this "misunderstanding" The moment the girl's father jumped out of the car to save the girl and another pregnant woman, I really cried because I was more emotional.
Later, he comforted me and said that I was too emotional, so I should not feel too strong about substitution. I am noncommittal.
I suddenly felt at a certain moment that a real boyfriend might not be able to do this.
Strange to say, a stranger you just met may notice your mood change, but your boyfriend may not. Maybe it's because there's nothing to be afraid of Still not that concerned?
Anyway, I am very grateful to this "familiar stranger". Maybe everyone will have that lonely moment. That's what I did that day. When this moment comes, it will be warm to have someone around, even a stranger, even if he doesn't say a word.
Later, we became familiar with each other, but there is no such thing as "as long as you take the initiative, we will have a story."
It's simple, because I originally wanted to make friends, not fall in love. As for his purpose, I didn't ask. Maybe I'm just curious about this activity, or I want to experience the feeling of love. I don't know.
Maybe this is just an ordinary experience, maybe he is just a passer-by among thousands of people, but I will never forget the warmth he gave me, and it happened to be when I needed it.
Maybe other people will hide something when they participate in this so-called "pretend couple" activity, but I am different. I think this is a very normal person's demand.
There is always a time when you don't want to be alone, but you don't want to find someone you know. The care and warmth of strangers will move people.
Sometimes, seeing the happiness and sweetness of others, you also long for a boyfriend to take care of yourself, but don't want a real love. Because it takes too much time and energy.
I have always been a rational single person, so when some emotions get out of control, I take part in this activity and reasonably find an exit for myself.
After all, I returned to my normal life.
Facts have proved that in my world, there is nothing wrong with being single. I like the feeling that I only have my own eyes in my heart, which is enough.