Xia Hejie’s Dialogue

My name is Xia Hejie, a handsome and stylish bisexual writer, a blogger who writes randomly, and a TV celebrity with a vicious tongue, but That is me on the surface, a me shaped by the media, that is not the real me. I would like to take this opportunity

to solemnly introduce myself to you:

When I was in elementary school, I was a little fat, naughty, and good at homework, but my parents were not at home

Because they were very busy. My brother is much older than me, so he doesn’t play with me, so I often go to and from school alone, eating lunches bought from outside. From that time on, I liked playing pranks, not because I wanted to bully people, but because I wanted to attract others' attention. Because I am afraid of being alone, afraid of loneliness.

When I got to junior high school, I became a prankster. I started to have a lot of friends around me, but I thought everyone made friends with me because I like playing pranks, so I was thinking about how to play tricks on people every day. But in fact, I don't like playing pranks. I am more afraid of losing friends.

The day Gangya Girl disappeared, I lost the motivation to play pranks.

I started studying hard and wanted to get into my first choice. At that time, I was a standard nerd. I didn’t dare to chase girls when I saw them because I was afraid that they would suddenly become like steel-toothed girls. disappear in time.

Actually, I am very ordinary and ordinary. Sometimes I can be funny and embarrassed. I am not a love expert or a master of picking up girls. The real me is a fool who has lost confidence in love, a fool who is afraid of losing and dare not pay. I still remember that you once said to me that your impression of me was: poisonous tongue, arrogant

arrogant

philanthropic

narcissistic

I am venomous

to protect myself

I am arrogant

because I am afraid that others will look down upon me. I

I am arrogant

because I have low self-esteem

I am arrogant

because I am afraid of giving my sincerity

Rejected

I am narcissistic

because I have no self-confidence

I pretend to be artistic

because I am afraid of being discovered. In fact, I Very ordinary, very ordinary;

I have never had the courage to examine my fragile self like this, but because of you, I have been able to re-examine myself in these one hundred and fifty-eight hours. Ma Xiaoqian, I have never pursued you seriously, but I will only selfishly ask you to like me, and selfishly blame you, why do you refuse to accept me? I have never considered your feelings. I don’t mean anything else by saying this, I just want to tell you that your choice is right. Xia Hejie in the past was really annoying, but I will change it. After I come back from the UK, you will I saw a new me, a new Xia Hejie. Teacher Xiaoqian, I am going to graduate from Angel Kindergarten, thank you.