Monroe is an extremely lonely, sensitive and insecure person. Her mood is easily disturbed by the outside world, fluctuates greatly, and suffers from insomnia, which is related to her childhood experience. Her grandparents and mothers are both mentally ill and moody, and they are frequent visitors to mental hospitals. She was a child born of her mother's extramarital affair, and was sent to a foster home in infancy. Her childhood was tossed and turned between orphanages and different foster families. Children are eager to be loved, and they all want to have a complete and happy family and parents who love them. But these, young Monroe has never experienced.
She didn't know who her biological father was, and her biological mother didn't raise her. Grandma thought she was a stain on her daughter and refused to admit it. In the orphanage, she often went hungry. In the foster family, she has to mop the floor, wash dishes, wash clothes and then stay quietly and silently. Even if she is such a lovely, beautiful, intelligent and diligent child, no family is willing to take her in for a long time. Childhood is hunger, doing housework, being quiet, pretending to be smart and wandering for her. She felt that she was not cute enough and sensible enough, so the adults refused to raise her and abandoned her all the time. She is immersed in books, and knowledge can inspire her and immerse her in her psychedelic imagination space, where she wants warmth and home.
In order to get rid of endless foster life, she was forced to get married at the age of 16. However, due to vagrancy, the hidden dangers of mental illness began to play a role in genes. She is moody and often hysterical, which seriously affects her family life. Because marriage interrupted her studies, it was a lifelong regret for her. According to her talent and diligence, if she continues to study, she may become a teacher, clerk or writer. In short, she will have a different life. Without education, she came to the factory floor and became a female worker. Because of her beautiful appearance, she was chosen as a model to take publicity photos for the factory. This allowed her to find a fresh and wonderful career path, and she resigned and went to Hollywood to enter the entertainment circle.
Hollywood brings together handsome men and beautiful women from all over the world. What is not lacking here is a beautiful face. In the absence of access, she began to work as a plane model to earn living expenses, and took a series of nude photos at this stage. Although it was so difficult to survive, she saved money and signed up for acting classes. She often recites lines in a small and closed rental house to improve her performance skills.
Fox signed a contract with her for several months, and after playing some supporting roles, the cooperation was terminated because there was no response. She often goes to the set to look for performance opportunities, but no one really wants to help the girl. Fate changed, and she was appreciated by the famous agent Johnny Hyde, which opened the way for her to become a star.
She attracted people's attention with Everything About Eve, and then she took part in the romantic comedy Love Nest. The role that made her stand out was a sexy, charming, ignorant and naive vase girl. After signing a contract with her for seven years, Fox decided to turn her into a new generation of sexy stunner. Monroe, who finally had a chance to get ahead, naturally obeyed the company's decision. She dyed her hair blonde, put on bright lipstick, wore a tight dress that highlighted her figure and bare her chest. She often tilts her head slightly, raises her lips slightly and stands forward with her chest out. In the 1950s, Monroe always played a shallow girl with a big chest and no brain, who only knew how to fall in love and wore all kinds of exquisite clothes, which satisfied all men's fantasies about brainless beauty.
But Monroe didn't like who she was. She likes reading, philosophy and discussing deep-seated topics such as thoughts and life with people. She has the habit of keeping a diary since she was a child. She loves to write poems and is very literary. She wants to create people with deep thoughts, not the same brainless vase. However, the film company only pays attention to the interests and ignores the actors' artistic career. Even if Monroe made $2 billion for the company, they wouldn't care about Monroe's request at all.
Monroe also resisted. She terminated her contract and went to new york to start her own production company. In new york, she immersed herself in reading, visited museums, took acting classes and made friends with writers and artists. During that time, Monroe was doing herself freely, which was the happiest and most free day in her short life. Before she left Hollywood, The Seven-Year Itch received a warm response, and people were fascinated by the passionate, naive and sexy girl in the film. Fox certainly can't miss this cash cow. They made concessions and gave Monroe the right to choose a script and re-sign with Monroe.
Back in Hollywood, although the role she played still didn't get rid of the gorgeous and sexy label, the spiritual world of the characters began to enrich and the emotional expression became more. She also knows that she has made a name for herself by being sexy. If she wants to continue her acting career, she must rely on such a label to explore the road of transformation. During this time, she began to be nominated for awards. Although she never won an award, she was greatly encouraged.
Men have a very strange psychology. They like sexy girls. When they see lively colors and smells, their blood will boil and their mood will be high, but men never respect sexy girls. Hollywood under the rule of male chauvinism forced Monroe to play the sexy baby in a man's dream, but never gave equal respect to her efforts. In their eyes, sexy is more attractive than modesty, but it has never been officially recognized as sexy. Monroe was trapped in a sexy shackle and couldn't break free. In the eyes of the public, Monroe is the blonde baby with no brain and no chest. People are attracted by her in the play, looking at her with colored glasses, approaching her and leaving her. The psychedelic star aura enveloped Monroe. She looks so radiant and radiant, but without the aura, she is still the lonely girl who is homeless and eager to go home.
She has been married three times. Except the one when she was young, she also married a star player and a playwright respectively, but they all ended in failure. The bottleneck of her career and her unhappy feelings aggravated her mental stress, which made her have to rely on sleeping pills and alcohol to calm her mood. She went from seeing a psychiatrist once a week to three times a week, and was once sent to a mental hospital by a psychiatrist. She can't control the rage that she often rushes out, and she can't resist the depression of unknown reasons. She suffered from high and low spirits again and again, and the weight of sleeping pills gradually increased.
She is a pure, kind, warm and sincere person. The turbulent life of childhood made her feel infinite sympathy and pity for orphans. After becoming famous, she often donated money to orphanages to help disabled children. Although she was hungry since she was a child and made a lot of money at the peak of her career, she is not a luxury person. Her life is simple and simple, and fine clothes and jewelry don't appeal to her. On the contrary, her books are regarded as treasures and are carefully packaged every time she moves. Her sexual orientation is free. When she wants to clean the room, she will be meticulous and spotless. When she doesn't want to move, she can sit in bed and eat for a few days without taking a shower. She likes cooking. She is a superb cook. Being in a star-studded Hollywood, despite all the singing and dancing around her, she doesn't like socializing, preferring to stay at home and bury herself in reading. She is a real reader.
Things are impermanent, even with a kind heart, brilliant talent and good face, she didn't have her favorite love and home in the end. Perhaps, she shouldn't belong to this world, so life is as beautiful as a comet, and then she falls into silence. Freed from the shackles of the body, her pure and kind soul should enjoy peace and harmony in another world.
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