I have had a similar experience. I have talked to many boyfriends who are rarely attracted to me. They are only mentally attracted, but my body does not accept their intimate actions towards me. When I kiss a boy for the first time I didn't feel anything at all, I even felt disgusted. Later, I fell in love with a girl and I realized that I was not just heterosexual, but I always believed that I liked the opposite sex (because when I read Yuan Dan novels, I preferred to be a boy and then fall in love with a boy. So I think I like boys) Then I have a very beautiful sister. She likes to kiss my face and mouth. I like this feeling very much, but it is a bit weird. I have had several boyfriends later. I found that I didn’t like being in close contact with them and didn’t like to call me baby. Later, a friend called me to go out to play. He took me to the hotel and wanted to confess to me. I ran away. Then I thought about the things I liked. The so-called handsome guys are all pretended to be girls. In addition to the rejection of boys and the feelings of girls, I like girls, and I also dated a girlfriend online. She is shorter than me and very cute, and every time I am very happy when I call her. I like her calling me wife, acting coquettishly with me, and then I especially like to fantasize about kissing her. I really like it. We just broke up later. Then I was even more sure that I liked girls, but then I thought about having liked boys before, so I couldn't be sure whether I was gay or bisexual. But I will be more attracted to girls