Hello!

When you read this letter, daughter, you should have just entered the society at the age of 26, and son, you should be graduating from college soon, right?

For more than 20 years, mom has never left you. Even though time and space are separated occasionally, our hearts are still closely connected. Seeing you grow up, my mother has a lot to say to you. ......

First of all, thank you for coming to my side and always accompanying me.

1, those noisy days, laughing and cursing every day, are the truth of life.

Before you went to primary school, it was the hardest time for your mother, but I never thought of giving up on you. At that time, I had to take care of your daily life and earn money to support my family. My weight once dropped below 45 kilograms. Because of irregular life, my mother has been insomnia and anorexia.

But your brother and sister are really naughty, especially before they were two years old, and their younger brothers became more and more dependent on their younger sisters.

Sleep together, and don't allow your mother to sleep in the middle like when she was a child, because you still have to chat and fight before going to bed, but once your mother agrees to let you sleep together, I'll be in trouble, and you won't stop until I get up and get the hanger. I can only ignore my brother's crying, force you to separate, and slap each other a few times to calm down.

You are crazy, you don't have a mother at all, and even you two kids don't know when you learned to unite against your mother and me.

I remember once, my sister secretly took the candy in the refrigerator to eat. I guess she told her brother not to tell his mother. Then her brother was too young to speak normally and accidentally let it slip. It's really funny when mom sees her sister's wronged expression.

There are too many anecdotes about you, so my mother won't say much. When I write this letter, my mother is going to primary school, my brother is going to kindergarten, and the closest time between you and your mother is coming to an end. You will have a long way to learn and become more and more independent. My mother can only gradually quit her life by your side and watch you grow up from a distance.

Your thoughtfulness is enough to move your mother.

I can't remember how many nights, after my mother quarreled with your father, my father slammed the door and left, but I tried to hold back my tears and pretend to be happy to play with you, and then put you to sleep. At that time, I heard the noise of your two brothers and sisters, which made me feel bad, but I couldn't take it out on you.

Sometimes, the tears in your eyes are still found by you. My sister is very expressive and always asks, "Mom, what's wrong with you?" Is it rubbish in your eyes? "My brother will silently grab a paper towel to help me wipe my eyes (the paper towel scratched), then put his little hand on my neck and kissed me on the face.

Mom will always lie to you and say, "nothing, it's rubbish in your eyes!" " "Then you can continue to play with peace of mind.

3. Son, you are my biggest spiritual pillar in the face of setbacks and my strong reason.

No matter how tired I am when I come home from work, I will be exhausted as long as I see your innocent smiles. In order to take care of you and make money, my mother tried every means, but because of my limited ability, education and experience, I can't do a high-paying job with too high technical content, and I can't cope with the sales work that needs sharpening.

After a period of exploration, I decided to learn to earn money online in order to achieve the ultimate goal of financial and time freedom.

Fortunately, I met someone who is willing to take me, and I am still very grateful to him. At the same time, I also realize that more and more like-minded people are making friends online. Although the income is not high, it is absolutely no problem to support yourself and you.

As you grow up, your daily expenses are getting bigger and bigger, and a single form of online earning can't give your mother enough sense of security, so I continue to work part-time as a tutor, tutoring center and return to my old job.

But I don't think that's enough. I can work harder for you and break through myself. So I started writing online articles from the media. On the one hand, I want to record your growth. On the other hand, I hope to have a formal source. I know this road is difficult, but I am willing to try for you.

In short, mom has become better and stronger because of you, and a thousand words can't express my gratitude.

Secondly, please allow my mother to say "I'm sorry" to you. I have always felt guilty about you.

1, please forgive your mother for not bringing you superior material conditions.

In my mother's memory, when you want to buy something, my mother said the most to you: "Mom doesn't have enough money to buy it."

When you are picky about food and don't want to eat vegetables, what your mother says most is: "eat more, or your mother won't have money to see you if you are sick!" " "When you need to pay for any activities in the class, my mother always thinks twice and can't readily promise you.

But, son, mother has tried her best to give you the best within her own ability.

2, please forgive mom, pick up a brick can't hold you, put down a brick can't help you.

When you are a toddler, when you are unhappy, your mother will often stare at the computer and yell at you, "Don't make so much noise! Mom is not available! "

Then I watched you leave wronged and regretted it very much. I put down what I did to coax you. You have grown up in this noise again and again. When my sister brought a cup of hot water to my desk for the first time, I felt happy and guilty.

Please forgive my mother, I can give you anything, but I can't give your father love.

Son, mom can make money for you, buy you toys and snacks, take you to KFC and go to amusement parks. However, no matter how hard my mother tries, my mother is just my mother after all. I can give you everything I have, but I can't give you father's love, because I am not my father.

Every time you say to me, "Mom, I really want to talk to Dad" or "Mom, why hasn't Dad come back for so long", my heart ached. I can't tell you, there are some problems between mom and dad, and we can't fall in love as before.

Mother is also a child who lacks father's love since childhood, so mother certainly doesn't want you to be a child without love like mother. However, mom really can't control dad's love. It is good that he is willing to continue to give you words regardless of the relationship between mom and dad, but if dad doesn't love you anymore because of his estrangement from mom, I can't help it.

That's why my mother worked so hard to prepare for the worst for raising you alone. If you can, mom also hopes that dad will love you as always.

Son, maybe you will ask, then why not bridge the gap with dad? Mom can't explain this problem to you when you were young for the time being. After 20 years, you will understand without mom's explanation. Twenty years is really too long, and my mother doesn't know what will happen in the middle. Maybe, my parents will never be the same again. Maybe one day my parents will suddenly make up again, but no matter what happens, the only constant is my mother's love for you.

Finally, mom wants you to be practical, healthy, happy and find your own happiness.

Twenty years have passed and my mother is getting old. If my father was still with my mother at that time, we would both be white-haired. It all depends on fate.

Daughter, I hope you will think carefully when choosing a spouse. It's really important for both sides to have three views and family, because marriage is not only the marriage of two people, but also the combination of two families (I will give you special advice on this issue in the future).

Son, I hope you will be a responsible man, work hard first, accumulate contacts and wealth, and prepare for your future life. In addition, don't play with your feelings at will, or you will always pay the price.

Son, please forgive me if my mother can't take care of anything, because there are too many things out of control in this world. I don't want to be satisfactory, but I want to be innocent.

It is dawn again. My mother got up two hours early to finish writing this letter and was going to wake you up for school.