Choosing to travel as a volunteer should be the boldest thing I have done in recent years. For the first time, I went to a completely strange environment alone, and I faced all kinds of strangers and strange things. But I think it's strange and fresh at the same time.
A few days before the volunteer trip, I often feel embarrassed, a little overwhelmed and don't know how to communicate with others. For the surrounding environment, I am curious about everything, but I dare not understand. Just like "when I decided to take this step in my mind to understand it, my body unconsciously seemed to be fixed by glue, and I could never get out of that step".
I have been very happy until I contacted people around me for a few days, and everyone's enthusiasm blew away all my concerns. Every time we talk and communicate, it is more like communicating with our own hearts. When we shared our experiences, I seemed to see me in a parallel world-"what he experienced and what you experienced in the parallel world". At the same time, before I came here, I always longed for this kind of conversation, not just a simple conversation, but a more meaningful inner conversation. These are all unexpected gains from my trip.
I talked with Nan Ge, the owner of B&B, for several nights. I really appreciate his pursuit of his spiritual world and his courage to build it. In his room, you will find that everything is a tool to build a spiritual world, such as brushes, paints, guitars, books, including paintings on the wall, Polaroid and so on. At the same time, I will talk about books, people, opinions and so on. Chatting with him will not feel heavy, but very comfortable. Because before sincere conversation, we all communicate with each other in the simplest way, and there is no hierarchy.
Before I came here, I always thought it was difficult for people around me to meet my demand for this kind of conversation, and even thought I liked this kind of conversation for a time, like an alternative. But fortunately, I came to a room. This should be the last thing I did on 202 1.